Leah | missing you | March 20, 2015 |
Brittani | vacation | April 30, 2014 |
your wife |
Shane I have some choices i need to make for the kids and I. I know you will be there guiding me and you will show me the right choice. I am so glad that even though I can not hold you I know you are near. That you for being my rock on earth and my angel from above.
I love you as much now as I ever did if not more. Why is it that you don't know what you have till you lose it.
i know you are proud of where the kids and I are in life and that we made it this far baby. I love you. i felt you here tonight and when Brittani ent tto you I know you were there. Baby what I would do for 1 more night with you. But as the song goes I would need more time I know I would.
I can not change what happened and I know its not my fault anymore. I just wish everyone else would see this and stop blaming me. You were the voice of reason and now you are gone baby please guide me through this and show me your light. I need to know i will do the right thing when the time comes.
I know my most important job is to protect the kids I will do that. Even if it means doing the hardest thing I will have to do in life after burying you.
I love you and thank you for all you gave me and keep giving me every day.
Tammi (your one and only)
HAPPY FATHERS DAY WE MISS YOU
Tammi |
Tammi your one and only |
I felt you here last night.
I could even smell you.
It was such a great feeling,
To be near you again.
I got out all your pictures,
You always mad fun of me for taking so many.
Funny thing is I have so many of you,
From birth up.
I see you in the kids so much
boy that helps and hurts all at the same time.
Imiss you honey,
I thought we had a life time.
I love you baby.
wait for me at the gates and be my angel till then.
come to me in my dreams like only you can.
Love you
LUAFWAHSP