Shane Michael Martin Sr.

 hey buddy hope your having fun up in heaven with tammi's father bowling and racing. i know that your kids miss having you around very much and frankly so do i and especially draven he always had fun goofing of with you at the bowling alley and picking on tammi when you told him to. well gotta go take care up there and i will take care of your kids down here for you buddy cause i know that is what you wanted the most was that tammi and the kids were well taken care of just like when you were around thats why you gave her to me to take care of miss you bud

You know when you lose someone the dumbest things make you think of them. This is coming true for me. I here a dumb truck  or a garbage truck and I look hoping its you. I can still see your smile. I can see them big brown eyes. I said they were puppy eyes you said you were so full of shit your eyes were brown. I loved being with you honey. You made my world go round no matter how down I was you could make me smile. I will always love you for what you gave me and who I was with you no matter where I am in life.

I still ask Taytay how much mommy and daddy love each other and her response is always the same. So much they made 3 kids. Then who do we love the most none of us you love us all the same.

Honey I love the little things you did 4 me. In 10 years we had our ups and downs but we always knew we would be together till death do us part. No matter who tried to come between us it was always our love then won the battle.

Well thats it for now I have 2 chase Taylor off to bed and check on Britt.

shane, they say as time goes on things get better who ever said that has not expierienced this! today is your birthday and was once the best day of the year is now the hardest day, first i'd like to wish you a happy birthday although it would have made me happier if you were here god has you now and your happy there and things are a whole lot better l i do remember whenever you were born it took 12 and a half hours for you to come see the world you were the worst baby but turned out to be the best son ! shane i know we went threw a lot of hard times but you were always beside your mom, taking care of me! i really didn"t ever express my love for you vocally but i hope you always knew . i hope you were happy with life when you were younger maybe things whould have been different if i had known ,you told micheal when i told him i,d  take him to dorney park good luck because i promissed you and never did ,i wish i would have .i love  you shane and miss you so much. have a happy birthday son. love mom

I wanted to post something on this page for the kids.  I knew Shane very well for may years, even more than your mother.  He went to elementary school with me and I have many stories and pictures, and videos to show you when you get a little older.  I also am one of the people that got your mom and dad together, lots of stories there too.  We all miss him and if any of you need anything just call.

Shane.. wow yeah theres a lot of memz that i could type on here but i think my paragraph would take up way too much space.. well anyway yeah i so totally remember all the nights that i spent with you tammi and the kids.. like when you guys lived on cherry ave.. ha.. wow that was when lil shane was well.. lil.. lol and then when you guys lived on sycamore drive.. yeah i didnt like that lil trailer park but i loved yalls house.. hence why i spent most of my summer there and almost every weekend.. and there was the weekends that we all went to the drive-in.. i was the tag along but you guys still loved me! and wow the summers that you guys were here swimming.. or well mostly you.. tammi wouldnt get into the water.. but i do remember when you used to throw me from the shallow end of the pool to the deep end.. you were the only person that could make me fly that far.. although i do remember hitting the side of the pool a few times.. haha.. and omg when you tammi and the kids lived here with us.. wow.. a lot of fights but hey we always got over it.. i used to give you titty twisters and you ended up chasing me around the kitchen trying to catch me lol.. the last time i saw you was at lincoln lanes bowling alley.. i had just gotten nachos with cheese and when i tasted them i thought they were stale.. so you ate them.. cuz for some odd reason you liked them.. i never did get to say i love you that night.. me and daddy just sort of left.. but i did get to say good bye.. well since i didnt get to say it then i guess ill say it now.. i do love you and you will always be my big brother.. i miss you so much.. more than my words could possibly explain.. i just wish i could see you again.. well moms yelling at me like always.. nothing new lol.. i guess ill come back on sometime and write again.. we love you and miss you very much.. ill see you someday.. hope your having fun up there with my pappy.. and tammis dad!